By listening to yourself speaking (even imaginary conversations) you can get a gauge of what’s going on in your heart. Why not have a listen and surprise yourself. Just letting you know there is hope for hearts that need to change!!
From the first few verses from the Book of Ruth we see that people made wrong decisions that determined their destiny. Are you at a point of making a decision that might take you away from God’s perfect place of provision. Have a listen before you make that decision.